• Hayden Panettiere addressed claims she “abandoned” daughter Kaya, now 11, after signing over custody in 2018
• The actress opened up on the On Purpose with Jay Shetty podcast about battling addiction, anxiety, and postpartum depression
• Ex-fiancé Wladimir Klitschko requested Kaya live with him full-time in Ukraine when she was 2 years old
• Panettiere says she and Kaya have an “intense” and “incredible” bond and regularly FaceTime despite the distance
• She also cleared up the misconception that she was forced into treatment — insisting she was the one who sought help

Hayden Panettiere has had enough of the narrative. The Heroes and Nashville alum got emotional on Monday’s episode of the On Purpose with Jay Shetty podcast while addressing years of public speculation about her decision to sign over full custody of her daughter, Kaya, to ex-fiancé Wladimir Klitschko back in 2018 — a decision made at one of the darkest points of her life.

“The idea that anybody would think that I would just give away my child and be OK with it is heartbreaking,” the 36-year-old told host Jay Shetty. “It couldn’t be further from the truth.”

What followed was a rare, unflinching look at what Panettiere was privately going through while still trying to hold herself together publicly. “It became this horrible cycle for years of battling depression and anxiety and alcoholism and substance abuse and just me trying to find my way back,” she said. “I completely lost myself.”

How the Custody Decision Actually Happened

Panettiere and Klitschko — who dated on and off from 2009 before getting engaged in 2013 and welcoming Kaya in 2014 — split in August 2018. Around that time, as Hayden was struggling, Klitschko raised the idea of Kaya, then just 2 years old, coming to live with him full-time in Ukraine.

Her reaction? Pure instinct.

“I did not have a good reaction to it,” she admitted. “I went like mother lion. I would’ve burnt the world down for my child. So that was incredibly difficult.”

But she also knew, on some level, that she needed help — and that her daughter deserved stability she couldn’t offer in that moment. “‘I desperately need help,'” she recalled telling herself. “‘I know this is going to look terrible, but I cannot live like this anymore.'” Signing over custody, she has previously described, was the “most heartbreaking thing” she’s ever had to do — a “living nightmare” during one of the lowest periods of her life.

She also pushed back hard on a long-running misconception: that she had been forced into treatment by those around her. “The misconception is that I have been in the past forced into treatment when, in fact, I have been the one who sought it out,” she told Shetty directly.

Where Things Stand With Kaya Today

Now 11, Kaya has built what Panettiere describes as a genuinely beautiful life in Europe — learning five languages, taking up horseback riding, making friends, and becoming rooted in a world her mother ultimately chose not to uproot.

“So by the time I finally got healthy, I felt like it would have been unfair of me — and selfish of me — to try and pull her out and away from this life that she had created,” Panettiere said.

But distance hasn’t meant disconnection. Hayden says she travels as often as she can to see Kaya and that FaceTime has become its own kind of intimacy — the two “talk about really deep things,” she said. She described their bond as “intense” and “incredible,” and was clear about one thing: “In no way does she feel abandoned. I know in my heart that she feels supported.”

It’s a complicated story — one that doesn’t fit neatly into the “bad mom” box the internet tried to put her in. And Panettiere, clearly, is done letting that version stand unchallenged.

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